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Chronicles of Heartbeats unheard...

50th day:Dear diary,Hi. I have always been bad at introductions. And I have never tried to talk to an inanimate object before.So excuse me for any loss of etiquettes when I talk to you.When I had asked you to be brought to me this morning, I was half unsure of what I was doing, or wanted to do… if it were up to me, I wouldn’t have made an effort to move my bum, and try to build up a social life with you by sharing things I myself fear to admit. But she forced me into it. My mother.She gets all worked up and sad these days seeing me. I hate her for doing that. But then, she’s the only one I have in times like these… I would be ready to give whatever left of me, if tomorrow she decided to stop doing that. She is to me, what a beam of light is to a dying, ignored plant in a closed empty room.~~I wait, with unrest…For something to happen,That spark to ignite,And blow away,This insouciant thirst,Of end.I wrote it the other day. Sounds tad depressing, right…I was about to scratch it away. B…